Something came along/happened/was said that slammed me back about six years. I’m kind of in a box now, and I haven’t slept very much since.
I have things that need to be figured out and I haven’t got a clue how to go about it. I know this will somehow “work itself out”, as my mom is wont to say, but that only makes me feel like I’m not the one in control of my own damned life (what else is new?), and since I have discovered that there really is no such thing as God, it’s that much more depressing to realize that if I’m not in control, it’s all just up to chance, after all.
What a waste of years, in other words.
Not-So-Random Song for the Day: “All Those Yesterdays” – Pearl Jam